And now here I am
An empty shell of my former self.
Things I have eaten in the past three days
Not much lolololol But seriously. Things will get better soon. Right?
My whole fucking heart hurts and even though I understand and even though I know things will be okay I feel like I’m suffocating and I just want to run run run away and disappear and I’m caving in on myself. I want to be around someone right now because being alone probably isn’t the best option for me not because I’m going to hurt myself or drink or do anything at all...
I have to admit, it kind of feels like my soul has been sucked right out of my body.
Do you ever feel like your whole existence is fucking meaningless?